As I was packing my bags to return to the UK, I remembered when I came to Brazil the emotional build up that was involved. I relived all the fears, anxiety and excitement. It all still felt so clear, boarding that plane and having no idea what to expect. Well, only expecting to be mugged.
I remember how scared I was to come to Brazil, and partially angry too. I was in part angry at myself for choosing a life-style that involves being away from the people I love the most. But, this emotional roller-coaster was a key feature in the journey. It was this build up for feelings and emotions that allowed me to get to Brazil, breath and feel relived. It allowed me to stop, stare and look around to see all that life has to offer, from the breath-taking nature to the warming people across the planet.
3 months later, when I was packing to return to England, I saw how quickly a life can be formed. The house that was once unknown to me, now felt like my home. The people that were once polite strangers were now my close and beloved friends, who I am so grateful for having met. The roads which looked scary and neglected, were now the paths I took to appreciate life. The unknown so quickly became my reality that I no longer wanted to let go of.
Moving abroad (or away from home) is a unique opportunity to put things into perspective. It allows you to appreciate life in a new way, since you gain a fresh lens to look at the world that embraces you so kindly. And even when things are bleak and the sky looks grey, when you are so far out of your comfort, you remember why you decided to move. You remember that behind that grey sky, there's a beautiful, warm sun that is always shining for you.
